I'm Ready

My husband had a project to do in our basement.  It involved cutting into some concrete to make an opening larger and more convenient for us.  Consequently, there was a fine "construction" type dust all through the house despite efforts to contain it.  It wasn't horrible, but it was there.

Anyone who knows me knows that I am not an obsessive type.  I pretty much go with the flow.  I can have plans but can change them in the blink of an eye if I need to.  Overall I'm pretty easy going.  I wasn't worried about cleaning the house until he was totally finished with the project.  Why do the deep cleaning more than once?

Well, he finished the project and I decided that I needed to clean my healing space.  It's located on the finished side of the basement.  Understand, I don't have any clients or classes scheduled, but it felt really important for me to get that space cleaned up... and I mean REALLY cleaned up.  I washed walls, all the furniture, curtains, blankets, sheets; rearranged furniture, moved wall hangings (after I washed them)...  EVERYTHING!!!

There were several things going on.  I was being obsessive about cleaning the space, which is totally out of character for me.  While I was cleaning, the words, "You have to get ready.  You have to BE ready." kept going through my head.  And while I was cleaning, there was this feeling like I was cleaning a "sacred space".  It was odd and VERY interesting.  I don't know what it all means, but I can't wait to see what comes up.  I'm sure something will.  That's just how my life goes.  It's exciting and full of surprises.  Whatever comes up, at least I know... I'M READY.

Love,  Paula